I thought it was just the guys at first, especially bc most couldn’t find the clit. but even after being with someone who was REALLY good, I still hate it. I hate the way I might look when I look down at that angle, I hate how it’s too much or too little pressure, I hate the way anyone else’s fingers feel, it barely even gets me pleasure. after so much trying to communicate. gentler, harder, curl your fingers, don’t use your nails, even when he did all of this it never felt good. I just started pretending I liked it to make it end sooner and getting out of it when I could. i’m loud during sex, but when i’m being eaten out I can’t even fake moan. it honestly makes me miserable. so many people rave about it which makes me feel like somethings wrong with me or like i’m missing out on this amazing experience. it just sucks for me and it makes me feel, idek, lame?

Edit: bc I realized I didn’t make this very clear before, im not with said guy anymore, we broke up for other reasons. one of the reasons was the pressure he put on me, any time I flat out turned down head he would try to guilt me bc he was “doing it to make me feel good” even after I told him I wasn’t a big fan. and yes, most guys I had been with before could not find the clit without me directing them to it. that’s why I assumed it was because of who had been eating me out before. and I never tried to be rude or sound bored when trying to communicate what didn’t feel good, but at some point after countless efforts of him doing it (which he admitted he did because it turned him on) I gave up bc nothing seemed to work and he also was a big cause of my insecurities (he often described his “type” which looked nothing like me). we’ve broken up now and i’m trying to feel better about myself, but this does bother me since I can’t seem to enjoy it like I hear most people do. anyways, just hoped that cleared a little up so I don’t sound sm like an asshole lol