I lost my baby on 10/07 through miscarriage at I believe 9 weeks. I only knew about them for 20 days and I loved them with all I am. I wanted to share this journal I recently got and what my tracker looked like at this time. It tells our story. It’s beautiful in a heartbreaking way ☹️ It’s not totally filled out btw.

This means a lot to me. It makes it real. I’m 5DPO but I don’t know what I’m hoping for anymore.

If anyone sees this, can you tell me if you doubted wanting children after a (repeated) miscarriage(s)? This is my fourth one.