Need advice PLEASE, I’m going insane

I’ve taken a test on CD34 and CD 49. Both came back negative. No symptoms. I stopped taking BC almost seven months ago. I have had a cycle every month since stopping. I am irregular, and going to 54 days usually happens about once a year. I haven’t been actively trying(temping/ovulation testing), but we haven’t been trying to prevent it. This month I was planning on trying and monitoring when O happens but haven’t had the chance. For the past six days, I’ve had trace amounts of maroon/brown blood in watery and very stretchy egg white CM that resembles mucus. Today the egg white is going, and it’s more creamy and brown. Can someone give me some advice or possible things I should be concerned about? My appointment is after thanksgiving, and I’m going insane