So to make this short I went to my family doctor today to have a check up and after it was done and they walked out the room and mind you it’s a small place the desk was beside my room I overheard the doctor’s assistant say to my doctor “she looks fine she doesn’t need medication” talking about my depression and anxiety and my pulmonary embolism I’m on eliquis for it and he freaking agrees with her

Im 8 weeks postpartum from having my 3rd child with postpartum depression and severe depression along with anxiety and other mental health issues

I don’t show it because of this system we have they don’t care I’ve been hung up on when I asked for help I’ve been told you’re fine I’ve been told there’s people out there who have it worse than you so you have no reason to be depressed etc etc

When I heard that I walked out of that place and cried and now I wanna hurt myself even more

I asked for help or medication and I hear “she looks fine she doesn’t need it” 😭 I’m so tired of life people are so cruel and this is why I always say I’m fine when I’m really not because people fucking suck

I just wanna go home and cry but my kids are sick and I’m at my in-laws and plus they need me to be strong