I’m a single mother of 2, another one on the way.

The father of my daughter has her for now. In the meantime I have my almost 3 yrs old, which is not related to the father of my daughter. I thought be a single parent was hard, now it just getting harder( emotionally) for me, I can’t see to go out with my 3 year old boy without him calling any men he sees “daddy” he literally wants to connect with any man he sees.

And every time he do that he breaks my heart into pieces. People keep telling me to let him know and talk to him but I mean he is only 2 years and half.

Even once he’s 3 he won’t still comprehend that much. I’m 8 month pregnant (the father of my daughter don’t want nothing to do with this baby) and I’m not sure if it’s the pregnancy I’m just so damn depressed all the damn time. Every time I go to sleep I just hope I never wake up. Maybe I’m a coward for thinking this way, but I just don’t know what to do at this point. My toddler is in need of a dad and carrying a baby which the father wants nothing to do with him.