second pregnancy, feeling depressed..

Hayley

i really don’t know what’s going on. i wanted this pregnancy so bad but now i’m sad about taking something away from my son. & i feel angry & mad all the time like i just wanna scream at everyone. i lash out on husband & 3 year old for no reason over dumb stuff. they’ve both been so nice & supportive but i hate how i’m treating them i feel like i’m not me anymore. my body hurts i don’t feel pretty anymore like i did while pregnant with my first & i don’t feel connected with my baby at all…i feel like something is wrong with me & i should be happy. i was so excited when i first found out & i can’t wait for our baby to get here but this pregnancy is draining me & im only 7 weeks. i keep feeling like i’m gonna lose the baby & it makes me want to push away from being close with him/her. someone help should i take to my doctor? also pls don’t be mean i’m really trying.