I don’t really know what I’m asking maybe just advice or support :( So I was in the shower and my husband came and got in fine, but he tried touching me I said nah not today and then started rubbing his penis between my thighs I said can you stop and tried to move but he was holding me. We have a strict condom rule currently but he pulled me back and forced himself inside me pumped a couple times then says he pulled out but I’m really not sure. Then just goes oh sorry and got out of the shower. I’m standing here feeling really disgusting 🥺🥺