My boyfriend of 2 years became very abusive during my pregnancy it gotten to the point where the police had to be call on him im so hurt behind all this I didnt want him in jail and I left him alone because I deserve to put myself first im not use to not talking to him everyday and this definitely not how I wanted my pregnancy to go all the plans we had is now gone I dont really know how to feel or what step I should take next my eyes are blackened I have knots on my face my hand is swollen I never fought back I was dragged by my hair he bit skin off my shoulder and I was almost choked to death I didnt deserve this im glad my baby is okay he feel as if I was cheating on him or about to leave him for someone else when neither is the case