i feel so terrible saying it! i have a 5 year old and a 3 month old. i have such a strong bond with my 3 month old that i never, and still don’t have with my first. i try and just cannot connect with my first. has anyone else been through this? i love both of my kids the same. but i feel like the connection with the baby is a breath of fresh air. i finally know what people mean when they talk about connecting with their kids.

pls tell me i’m not alone 😅

thanks guys i feel so much better. i thought there was something wrong with me 😅😭😅