3 years ago i had an <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> and I waited patiently for day 14 and got an amazing BFP on the evening before, and had the most amazing baby.

Now at 39 did the same <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> and I’ve already checked three times (8,10,11 dpo) all came negative. I know it’s early but I have a feeling this time it didn’t work (it can’t happen in the first try every time..)

Why couldn’t I wait patiently this time??? Did I jinxed it??? Why can it be easy an “magical” like the first time😭😭

Just to think I will have to do it all over again next month it’s discouraging… 😔 I know I’ll just starting but I’m going to be 40 soon and I really want another baby soon