Trying to keep my head up

Lauren

So I’m 40 and hubby is 34. We’ve been trying to get pregnant seriously for almost a year (February 2023 will make a year) but a few times I was 2-3 weeks late but the test would be negative and my period would heavier then normal and I would just cry myself to sleep. I feel like my body is betraying me after I’ve already had 2 full term pregnancy (14 years old, yes I know I was waaaay to young and 25 years old) but I feel like I might not ever get carry another again. It hurts even more cause my husband first child passed away at the age of 2 (3 years before I met him) and I know he really wants another with me and so does the rest of his family. I feel like I’m disappointing him, them, and myself. I know after a year I need to go to doctors and see if there anything wrong with me but so far I just feel like shit that I can’t provide this one thing for him.

Sorry if this long. Baby Dust to everyone ❤️