And I lost you

I’m so broken, the moment I saw the blood I realized that you’ve left. How hard I grasped on to you, how long I did but you didn’t want to stay. I planned so much, i waited so much but still. I’m sorry my little girl, I couldn’t hold you. I still see the little heart beat, that’s no longer in me. I dreamed of your kicks, I dreamed of your hair, I dreamed holding your hand, but none of it’s real. I hope to see you in heaven. Wait for me my dear, I’m coming to hold you tight

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