I dont know if I am being too sensitive and this is just my partners personality but I feel like I’m always a bother. Like anything I do could possibly irritate him.

Im so over feeling like I have to make him happy or make sure he’s in a good mood 24/7. He says he’s not mad or irritated when I mention the energy he gives off but he’s always so snappy about everything. Have you ever been around someone who seems like they are always on defense mode??

One time in conversation he made a comment about how he’s learning to change the way he talks because he was used to talking to “hard” or “ tough” women I can’t remember the exact word and I told him 1. That’s weird? & 2. I am SOFT. Treat me like a princess…Etc

Sometimes I wonder if he just misses his past but he says this is the healthiest relationship he’s been in. I don’t feel I’m getting the same growth out of this though.

I thought about telling him today I’m just going to stay to myself because it doesn’t seem like anything keeps em happy. I know I can be a crybaby sometimes though so idk if I’m being dramatic.