My bf and I will be together for a year on new years. We've agreed to having a open relationship before we started dating. I didn't start "opening" the relationship until I moved back home. So it's been about 3-4 months since I've been communicating with others even a few people from my past(not my ex's). And some of these people have the provider material when my bf isn't quite that. I do more of the providing and supporting and I've been doing that for too long for people period. There's people out there that's willing to give me all the love and support I need. Sometimes I feel like I'm being selfish for thinking this way or that I'm the one that's wrong. But at the same time I know what I need. I'm tired of being the provider and supporter in the relationship or friendships. When will it ever be my turn to be spoiled and taken care of. Or just to know that if I'm ever down and out my partner has me. Any advice for me??? ( if you're going to be rude pls keep comments to yourself).