I am recently recovering from my second miscarriage. I have PCOS so I’m worried because I’ve put on weight which causes flare ups. I’m so tired all the time. I don’t feel excited anymore, I feel drained. We have an appointment on the 22nd of December with a specialist and I don’t even have the energy to muster enthusiasm for any of it. I’m in a place where I’m starting to question if I should even keep trying. I feel delicate, fragile and a burden to be around. I don’t feel funny or attractive I don’t recognize myself. My body hurts and I just want to sleep for all of November. We are still trying but I feel really dejected. I am trying to remember it’s early in my journey and I know i have strength, I guess I just don’t feel it today.