I just found out I was pregnant a week ago, around 4 weeks and 3 days. Got the lab back confirming heightened HcG yesterday, and then today I’m cramping with a headache and begin bleeding. I go to my doctor and my test is negative and more more bleeding. Honestly I’m just reeling from the emotional roller coaster as even though it was unplanned me and my boyfriend were ecstatic. I could just use some support or advice on how to deal with the loss when it feels like I just found out. I feel so stupid for telling people. I even went and bought a couple onesies and some swaddling blankets in my excitement. It’s like my world has come crashing down around me and I’m still dealing with the constant pain and cramping while trying to cope. My doctor kept assurring me I didn’t do anything wrong but it’s embarrassing and shameful and I just feel like a failure. I wanted this baby so so bad