I really want to be pregnant. I’ve been crying myself to sleep and waking up crying everyday for the past month. Every month throughout my cycle I feel and sometimes look pregnant… this is messing with my head very badly… I didn’t get my period last month I thought I had finally done it… nope.. I got it this month… I’ve been regular for 2 years now with my cycles. Don’t understand what that was about? I do have two current children but I still want more.. if my body could handle it I would have one right after another but we all know that’s too much and not healthy for our bodies.

It would be a blessing to have at least ONE more baby then maybe I’ll donate my eggs if they’re still good. I’m 24 years old. My daughter is going to be 5 next month and my son is 3 yrs old.

Could I please get positive feedback? All I want to do right now is cry…