hi guys, im writing this only for the purpose that i have literally no clue what to do. for a little bit of back story me and my boyfriend have been together only for about 3 months, before this i was “talking to his cousin” i feel it’s also important to add he is my best friends ex from a WHILE ago. any ways, for the last month and a half i feel like things have been super off. like i don’t know if i am attracted to him the things he says to me just anger me so much so times and we do not see eye to eye on a lot of things however it’s super early on in the relationship and idk if i’m just being my usual self and trying to self isolate or if it’s my brain telling me some super off things. when we kiss i don’t feel the connection that i think i should if i really liked him. but i’m also not into that much of touchy feely stuff yk? i feel like with the right person i 100% could be but i honestly dont feel it. and he definitely is that type of person. also i have met so much of his family and his mom is already texting me about stuff for christmas making plans to go places which i love his mom. any ways im putting this on here because i feel that i can’t tell my friends because they wouldn’t understand at all. what should i do i don’t know how to handle this situation.

also i want to know if these things he has said are weird or im just going insane and thinking into them too much.

- told his friends “i’ve dated two girls with fat asses now”

- “god dang i just want to loose my virginity”

- “ oh that’s ur brother girls friend.. ew shes ugly” (she’s literally the kindest soul a person could meet)

- started practically moaning when our school cheerleaders came out.