Scared

i have been trying since March. I had a MMC at 12W with a D&C at 13W May 2021 I then had a blighted ovum November 2021. I plan on keeping this between me and my guy…and well whoever reads this lol.

I am scared to death, any mamas on here suffer from two losses and go on to have a successful double rainbow? My emotions are all mixed up I am afraid to get excited.