Hey Everyone, I've been married for 9 years to my husband, he and I have never tried to have children, (as in always used contraception) yet I am eager to have children with him, I keep having this awkward space between hoping desperately that somehow God will break through a condom, I'm so hopeful then get so disappointed and heartbroken. 🙏🏻♥️ Been praying a ton about this. Mostly what do you do when that space around your period and you're SOOOO hopeful to be pregnant but them your period is weird too, so ... 🤷🏼‍♀️🙏🏻