I woke up kind of sad today on my 28th birthday….I am 7 months pregnant and as excited as I am I jut woke up thinking about how I got here. I am in an awesome relationship but everything happened so fast this year. I was engaged then pregnant and married all within months of eachother. As awesome as all these things are, they all happened so fast. It doesn’t mean I’m no happy but this is the way things happened for me and I guess I need to accept them.

I didn’t have the big wedding like everyone else does and honestly I don’t want it at all. Next year we will have a low key celebration with our baby which is exciting. I guess I just compare myself to others around me like my friends who got engaged then waited a year to get married. I loved taking my time in my relationship with my now husband but then it was like someone pushed the fast forward button and now all of our big milestones are almost over once I have this baby.

Maybe I am overthinking it too much and should just enjoy but that is how I woke up feeling this morning.