I have bad anxiety and panic attack disorder and social interactions make me super uncomfortable (mostly when I don't know the people) but lately I've been trying to deal with it for my bf. I went to the rodeo for my bf bc he's always saying I never do anything with him and it was packed and my anxiety was so high and I even had a panic attack while there but didn't tell him about it. Today I went to his daughter's birthday party and there was a lot of his family there I didn't know and my anxiety was again high and I know they thought I was a snob bc I wasn't really socializing with them. I had to tell them I have bad anxiety so they didn't think I was just stuck up bc he wouldn't. It was so uncomfortable for me and he knew but he basically ignored me the whole time. I really just wanted to leave. I feel like I do a lot of stuff for him that makes me uncomfortable and he doesn't really appreciate it or care. I feel like I'm goin out of my comfort zone for someone who wouldn't do the same for me.