I'm Pregnant, diagnose with syncope (fainting) & undecided...

I was at work (interview) today & blacked out twice...Thank god, I told my co-workers before I completely past out to help me...

They thought I was low on sugar (I did happen to skip breakfast) & then it happened again after lunch even after I ate a full meal...

I checked into the e.r. around 4pm & found out everything was negative with my test results..except my pregnancy test....

My boyfriend was there with me when the doctor came in to give the results...

Now, this is my issue...

This was planned pregnancy in the process since the beginning of this year....We went on vacation in Mexico in July & that was the last I seen my birth control pills to start conceiving....

Now after our trip, our living situation is not good....We are looking for an apartment to move in...He works at his own time makes an alright amount & I'm barely getting into my career as an assistant in the medical field...I've been getting work interviews after one & next but havent found the place thats said Im quiet hired yet....

& now that I found out I'm pregnant...

I just gave this gut feeling he's not ready for another kid....& for myself I was once pregnant at 20 & had an abortion....and that took the life out of me...I dont think I should go through that ever again...(& btw, im 24 almost 25 now & he's 27)

I dont know what to do...& I need advice & some comfort.... :(