I was 15 years old when I had my first boyfriend. It’s lasted nearly 7 hours.

He tried jabbing his tongue down my throat infront of the whole school. He already declared to wanting to have sex with me. I broke up with him.

However that is my only “gf and bf relationship” with a guy.

I never got to experience the young innocent type of love.

After high school I downloaded tinder, and I insecurely confused lust as affection.

I began countless of sexual relationships that made me gain experience but lost my value.

All the guys I liked, I slept with them, never really spoke with them again for one way or another.

The sexual relationships I did acquire were fun. Eventually in the end, it was completely obvious they only viewed me as sex not as a person.

However the guys that I did meet and never had sex with ended up becoming platonic then they stopped caring and we stopped talking.

I’m trying to put my boundaries out there but I’ve become more quickly to delete any guy I’ve had some sort of interest in due to obvious sign that they’re not that interested in me.

1. Taking a while to respond to me (consistently)

2. Not wanting to spend extra time with me.

3. When we do hang out, they try to have sex with me.

I don’t know what to do?