I feel so lonely

I have no siblings and my dad doesn’t talk to me. I’m married and live hours away from where I grew up. I keep in touch with two friends who are busy with their own lives. I have no kids.

Sometimes I literally panic that if I ever get a divorce I will have no one but my mom. And if I don’t have her then I literally have NO ONE in the world.

This thought haunts me…. If I ever lose my mom I’m literally all alone in the world.