I’ve always been in a committed relationship however after 4 failed relationship I decided I just wanted a fk buddy which was going great to begin with now this person an I party at the same spots on the weekends. My friends know him so they would tell me oh look he’s talking to other girls etc, he’s has a story going around that’s he’s desperate and rape girls etc I confronted him bout it an it wasn’t true. These accusations and stories caused tension between us in a sense that when I’m being told of it I be drinking so I take it out on the liquor and argue with him. Recently a friend of his that I V know went to grind/dance up on him and that got me upset so obviously I argue with him and he basically told me that this fk buddy thing isn’t for me cause I caught feeling and that with liquor wasn’t working out. After some back n forth I let him go and told him we can be friends it’s ok I’ll be fine. He had something to talk to me about in person and insisted we meet so I told him to come over to my house and we’ll talk. Well he did just that however when it was time for him to leave I got up from the couch an was about to go open the door when he just came to hug me and proceeded to kiss me etc well we fk and his remark was this is why I didn’t want to come like I don’t get it he insisted. Anyways we talked a little after and that’s it haven’t heard from him ever since. Do you think he may of had some feelings as well? Or that’s just wishful thinking? Part of me is hurt cause I got to know him genuinely and caught feelings 😔