Just found out this baby is another boy. We only want two kids so now I'll never have a girl. I thought I would be happy either way but when he said it was another boy it hit me that I'll never have a daughter, never get to buy cute little sparkly dresses or go prom dress shopping or do girly things. I also thought it might be easier to "split" my love for two kids if it were a son and a daughter.

I know I shouldn't be ungrateful for this baby boy but I've been crying all night, it's like I'm mourning a life with a daughter that I'll never have.