I was just reading about a way to cope with the baby you never met. Granted it's for miscarriages but infertility feeling so much like that in general and a way to just memorialized what never happened makes so much sense... just put their name out there. I'm thinking one of those little lovey security blankets is gonna be personalized with her name on it and I can just cry into that on the hard nights. I'm probably being ridiculous but I legit can't talk to anyone about this. My heart just hurts...