This post has no real merit. I just need to post this somewhere .

I’m a year off of a very toxic , controlling relationship. We couldn’t see eye to eye and both contributed to the demise of our relationship. Always was loyal to my ex and our sex life wasn’t awful but he swore to me he was the best I’d ever have in life. He was not my first and the guy I’m romanticizing isn’t the first since my ex. I’ve been laying low and promised to not date for a while. Anywho, I met someone and we saw each other a few times. We understand that I can’t be in a relationship right now. I have strong feelings for him, but I am content with our blossoming situation as it is. We finally got in bed together and it was like the best 10 inches I’ve never had. The man was so gentle and was very motivated to please me. I’ve never orgasmed with such ease. I just keep replaying this encounter over and over. 😬🍆🤦🏾‍♀️

If you’re curious as to why I am not going to date until further notice it’s because my ex has threatened to unalive any man I end up with. He has a disregard for the law. Prison is his favorite home, so I believe it.

That’s it. Thx for coming to my Ted talk.