Pregnant and abused by someone I loved 🥺

Blac

I’m 28 and a mother of two boys.. 3 weeks ago My bd beat me while I was driving for 5 mins . Called his brother and said “im about to kill this hoe” Smh threw my phone out the window when I tried to call the police smh . Finally jumped out to get help and he took off in my car. My eye was closed shut and I had blood clot on my forehead and head so I couldn’t brush my hair smh. Im currently 5 months and found out im having a boy . My bd been trying to guilt trip me ever since he got arrested a few days after the incident. When I found out it was a boy my emotions was all over the place because I know he wanted a boy. He saying he know he have a issue with controlling his anger and that since he is locked up he can get sober . I know it could be just jail talk 🥴 I’m really hurt about this all like my pregnancy wasn’t suppose to be like this . I’m not even sure if I want to give the baby his last name because my family not having it. I hate I feel bad for this dude when he could’ve took my life behind that wheel I could’ve crashed and all, I was running lights and driving on the wrong side just to get help . Smh I’m so confused and hurt like why me ..