My boyfriend of 4 years and I have had to give up two babies within a year. He pretends like nothing happened, never brings anything up, never asks anything. I broke tonight bawling because it hurts so much and I couldn’t hold it in anymore. Only he knows this happened to us therefore I have nobody to talk to. He listened for the most part but said “you’re crazy” for getting a little loud. Not yelling. We have roommates. What do I even do or think anymore? He didn’t even apologize.. I never bring it up nor show emotion in front of him.