Ive never been the person that people approach, or flirt with, or that turns heads.

I feel sad about it sometimes like im learning to find myself pretty but I just know that I'm not exactly someone to show off or be proud of. No one would be saying "this is my beautiful wife" when they talk about me.

Im very plain and dress somewhat plain mostly because I feel cold easily so I don't wear sexy clothes much.

I just wish for once I was the beautiful girl that everyone wanted, and that a partner would feel proud of showing off.

Instead im just the dutiful home wife who will craft and cook outside of work and be cozy but boring for you to look at. :(

Thanks yall! I actually try my best to dress well, its just not in a way that seems to attract people.

It might be because im a large person 5'10" and built like a power lifter. I am generally friendly and happy but I guess it does take a while for me to warm up.

I guess this post was frustration. I just want someone to chase me for once instead of me developing the crush first and then it seems like they settle for me. And I fall for it most the time.