This journey is not for the weak and especially alone!! I’ve been really happy and can’t wait to meet my baby girl but as I get closer to the due date I am terrified to do this alone . Reality has set in that this is it for me and baby girl.. I’ve been praying asking God to send us someone who will truly be there for us and love is unconditionally . Any momma out there going through the same I pray God help us and see us through this .. I pray for safe delivery and the strength to be strong for our babies .. as of now I am not ok but I know I will be .