I’ve been struggling with this since I’ve been in middle school but I want to to college but at the same time I don’t like I really have no clue what I really want to go for I love cosmetics a lot my dream is to be a mua ( makeup artist) a pro mua really but I’m just scared I’m not going to get anywhere with it and I don’t want to struggle in life I hate struggling so much I’ve always wanted to get into real estate and makeup but I feel like my auntie really made me feel like I needed college one day with something slick she said I’m just a junior in high school but scholarships and things are important right now and I want to be on top of it all. I could definitely see myself going to esthetician school but I’m just scared my life won’t be as successful and great