Due to my mom having cancer now and my mental health, it’s been hard for me to keep a job. I don’t really have income to buy things but my bf that’s in the military doesn’t mind buying things that I need. But when I think about it I feel a little embarrassed by the fact that I have to ask him. Most of the time I just don’t ask him, how do I get over feeling ashamed by this? I’ve been looking hard for jobs, but it’s always very hard for me to go. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.