Am I tripping?

Charlene

So for years I have been wanting a baby. For years ai have told myself its not time. Every year the same thing. I am lesbian, no kids of my own but do have custody of my niece. She gets on my nerves lawd (teenagers). But this makes me feel like i am not cut out to be a mom. Its like everything in me is screaming have a baby. But i feel like i shouldnt. Im conflicted, how do i know what to do?