I'm trying to leave but I deal with things like criticism in how I parent my kids even though I take care of them well.

They'll say you need to feed them this instead of that. Had an issue with me using daycare buy also wouldn't offer to help watch them but because they detest daycare so much my mother threatened to throw me out.

Then lack of respect not only in the way I'm talked to, when I buy food my shit gets used up but I have to ask to use their...even if I buy it for them. I have ebt. I'll never forget my mom using 2 pks of cheese without asking me or throwing my stuff away.

But my biggest gripe is this. With my kids there's not much respect. If they're sleeping my mom will barge in turn on the lights in the bathroom and not close the door. Yesterday she was loud and riled up the dogs and ofc the kids woke up. And she yelled at me to get up and get them some breakfast and fed them( shit I already know) but when I closed the door to the bathroom like tonight. She had an issue with it.

And will tell me to turn lights off and be quiet whenever she needs to sleep.

It's just a lack of respect for me. I plan to move in March. It just seems so long. Please pray that I don't snap.

Edit- Even now my brother is just waltzing through my room using the bathroom in my room even though he has one in his that's perfectly fine. I try not to complain too much but this shit isn't right. And I know it.

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@ Danielle- thank you. I've been debating cutting her off. She helps with some things but I still figure it doesn't excuse her behavior.

My brother keeps opening up my room and bathroom, using the shower, I'm definitely cutting this mf off.n

@Carrie- I have had conversation with her she simply doesn't care. She's told me herself numerous times she doesn't care how I feel and gave a half ass apology.