Why is it so hard for me to find true love? I've been asking myself that question over and over again. I've taking my time on finding true love and it gets me nowhere. I've shown men's from my past who I'm as a woman and it still not good enough. All they seem to want is just "sex" and I'm so tired of that. I was in a 7 years relationship with only 1 guy who I gave my all to. Someone who I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with and have kids with but he left me with another woman and started a family with. Everything I wanted to have with him. He now having it with someone else. My heart hurts each day from that experience.

I question God what it is about me that no man seem to want. I have always thought a man would love a woman with a great personality, outgoing, affection, smart, carry herself like a woman but it doesn't seem to work. When I look at some women who've found that special someone, finally have that family they always wanted. It brings tears into my eyes because I'm 35 years old and still does not have that with someone. I don't know what it is. I feel like giving up. I question myself am I the only woman who is going through this experience and feel like giving up. Maybe if I give up it might just come to me.

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