Morning sickness during entire pregnancy.

Sydney

First time pregnant. So far I’m 21 weeks and every single god damn morning I wake up having to run to the bathroom between 4-8 am to throw up or dry heave. I’m struggling to be excited about being pregnant being this sick. I also struggle with finding remedies that work I was prescribed zofran to help it’s doesn’t and if it does I just sleep. I realize my nausea may be a symptom of hunger and not eating small meals but I’ve struggled with hyper fixation my whole life and now being pregnant food disgusts me, and has very few things I can even stomach. I drink nearly a gallon a water a day to counteract the amount of water I throw up. Any mommas with any advice to get me through this will be greatly appreciated!