i miss the honeymoon phase..

so i don’t cheat on my boyfriend nor do i have any interest to. just for clarity.

sometimes i miss the “new” feeling. pining over them. being so incredibly excited to see them and talk to them again. the overwhelming feelings. before everything gets real. i want the rest of my life with my boyfriend. we’ve been together 3 1/2 years. we still connect and have friendship and a bond and closeness and great sex. we still go on dates and always make time for each other. everything is great. the comfort and safety you find in someone after being together for a while is unmatched. however, the feeling of being with someone in the beginning is amazing. the feeling of being alive. just living and experiencing each other. adrenaline. curiosity. blissful. carefree. euphoria. i don’t know man, i miss it sometimes.

does anybody else feel this way? does it ever come back? for people who have been in great relationships for wayyy longer, how do you feel about this?