After 12yrs together my expartner said he wanted to “explore and see what’s out there” he took advantage I was gone a weekend visiting family members, packed his things and left us. I’m due in May and I don’t have a single thing for this baby, due to being unemployed after terrible complications with my epidural and my left leg from hip to toes goes completely numb. I still don’t know baby’s gender hoping for a girl but either will be loved I just want him/her healthy ❤️