Am I crazy?

BreeAnna

I posted a few days ago but now this is something totally new. After 6 days, I finally stopped bleeding. I suffered a miscarriage last week at 6 weeks and 5 days.

Idk of it's because my hormones are still raging but I want to be intimate with my husband so bad but I also don't know if that would be me trauma bonding with him. He's experienced 3 other miscarriages over the past 10 years (all relationships before me)

My OB suggested he get an analysis of some sort to figure out if there's something genetically wrong with his sperm.

I feel crazy for wanting to be intimate with him but he's my husband and I love him dearly.

I know we shouldn't be having sex just yet but I'm craving him so bad...

Help? Advice? Vent? Anything please... I feel like I'd be 1 out of 1000 who would feel this way...