So tomorrow my birthday and it doesn’t even feel like it . Every year I don’t really have a lot of people tell me happy birthday. Sometimes I feel lonely and I think it’s because when it’s my bfs birthday he always tells me that “everyone” Is telling him happy birthday and when it comes to me I don’t get that much happy birthdays I barley have any friends like 1-2 .

I want to go out to dinner with my daughter and bf but today we had took her out and threw the biggest tantrum ever he mentioned he didn’t want to take her with us. Getting someone to find her is pretty last mintue but I want my baby girl there to celebrate with me.

Before having my daughter I did stuff on my birthday like go on a road trip or go out but now I don’t because of money wise . My daughters birthday is 2 weeks before mines then it’s mine and two weeks later it’s Christmas . So they wasting money never stops for the month of December