Rant kinda

Do you ever just feel like a absolute burden to your husband? Every time we get out of the house together he always ends up getting mad at me so now I just sit quietly unless he ask me something. After getting married he has told me if I talk to the people from my past ( sister, best friend,anyone really) I can leave so I only talk to him and our kids (2,1,4months )that are home 24/7 so I honestly don’t know how to filter what I say and that pisses him off because I sound childish. On the inside I’m dead I only live for my kids honestly