I used a zucchini

Omg I’m 25 and I’ve never even used a dildo or owned a vibrator but I was so horny and frustrated and there was a decent sized zucchini squash and I just decided fuck it I’m gonna try it

So I did and it kinda felt good it was a little odd. But then afterwards I felt soooo dirty and disgusting and just guilty and weird. Why???

Pls tell me I’m not dirty and gross for doing that. I feel so bad about it.

Update. Well I didn’t put a condom on it. And now I have a very painful Bartholin cyst. Do not reccomend