I didn't think this was going to happen. We are almost 6 weeks pregnant, so still VERY early. We've had two miscarriages last year.

But this time, something feels different. My HCG levels were rising faster than doubling every two days (they stopped testing because numbers were so good), I have more consistent pregnancy symptoms..

But the most different feeling I am having is that this time, my husband is being incredibly adorable. He used to bring me 4 marshmellows each morning while making my hot chocolate in the morning (he doesn't work winters), but once we got pregnant, he brought 5. 4 for me, 1 for baby. My heart MELTED. He has been so amazingly supportive.

I've also caught him looking at me with the most lovingly gaze I have EVER seen. Like, pure unobstructed bliss and deep love. I think he hadn't even looked at me like that on our wedding day! (Or maybe I didn't notice because I was looking at him the same way). It melts my heart everytime. I know he will make an amazing Dad, and the last year has been rough for us, but it just, finally feels like pieces are fitting in properly, that we're starting our family now.

I am crossing everything I possibly can, and of course nervous for our ultrasound in 2 weeks, but something just feels.. right. I have been telling a few friends and family (even though we're only 2 days short of 6 weeks), mostly because I can't contain my excitement, but also because I would need the support if something goes wrong. I want all the baby dust and manifestation my family and friends can muster! It feels like our time 🥰🥰