Please don’t judge as I know that this pregnancy is a blessing. It’s my third. I have 2 boys ages 4,6. I am just having a hard time accepting this pregnancy and being excited about it. I have anxiety about how I’m going to handle 3. My husband is a huge help, but he works a lot so a lot of the housework and kids is on me. I also work a FT 9-5 job. I keep thinking about loading up 3 kids in the car every morning, daycare, what people will think (3 kids is a lot!). I’m 30 now and idk if it’s my age or the fact that this is my 3rd pregnancy or both, but I am sooo tired all of the time. I also haven’t gone to the dr yet, my appointment isn’t until Thursday so I haven’t had confirmation yet. Hoping I feel better once I see baby is doing ok and I can hear their heartbeat. Rant over.