My wife is about 11 weeks pregnant. Due to some unfortunate financial circumstances we’ve only spent 3 nights together out of the last 40 days because she’s been living with her parents. I find myself waking up with this heavy sadness and depression every morning. And I struggle through my day to try to not think about how much I miss her. She has some clothing items including a shower cap and a hair brush. Today I missed her so much I started to feel tears welling up in my eyes. So I put on her shower cap and rubbed her shirt on my face. Then I consumed some of the clumps of hair left in her hairbrush. Oddly, it made me feel better. I have always had codependency issues but never to this extent. Could it be that because I know my baby is growing in her belly it’s making my codependency way worse? I’ve never felt so distraught and unhappy in my life. I’m actively working on getting a job again so we can move into our own place asap but I just am not coping well I’m the interim. Any advice would be appreciated 🙏