Parents are good one day bad the other I have a lot of pressure to do more that's it's changed me I'm angry all the time I'm a different person I'm vicious I don't care about people I disregard people I'm basically an asshole it's from this pent up frustration parents wanting me to be this person and it's transforming me into the Grinch I'm sensitive to what others say to me but built a wall to make others go away and I'm angry and it's almost like a defense tactic to get people to get away from me.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore I feel Lost