Pregnant with 2nd baby - Irish twins I think

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Hey everyone so I recently found out I am pregnant with our second baby, 4 months after giving birth to our first baby girl. Dealing with post-partum effects and now again hormonal changes I can't help but feel like I'm all over the place. Don't get me wrong, I'm absolutely over the moon with the fact that our family is expanding... yet I can't help to think, am I not going to have the bonding time and energy for my current 4 month old? Apart of me feels stressed out and on edge. 2nd baby is due on the same due date as our first 8.14. I guess what I want to know is how did you ladies cope, with everything? I'm returning back to work tomorrow and don't know how to process all of this. My husband works 7 days a week about 12-13 hrs days as he owns a business. So it's usually just me and baby at home and our dogs. Sometimes I can't help but feel overwhelmed. Did I make the right choice to go back to work, knowing in about 7-8 months I'll go back on leave?

Looking for some support along this crazy journey ❤️